happiness.

happiness : we're in this together.

this happiness isnt the sort that brings lots of "heehee" or "haha" or will make you ROFL almost always but instead this happiness will push you to your very limit. till the point where you will frustrate, bitch abt every single misfortune you come across, blame yourself for being yourself, you try to focus but you just can't, your mind just switches to the darker and more emo side of you.

and time will transverse with your happenings until somebody or anybody comes along to show a sincere amount of concern and love. or that special someone whispers into ur ear and say, "We're in this together."

that very moment, you'll exhale that very breath you've kept in ur chest all this while and realise, He loves you and has always been waiting for you to walk this journey with Him.

God is my happiness.
care to be like Him? coz i'm trying. with love and patience:)