really really?

how much of God do we really know? do we really know Him? really really. sometimes i just want to hide my face from all my servings in church. am i portraying a testimony worthy for non-believers to say, "wow, he must be a christian:)"? haha..erm..not that i lack esteem. but i feel guilty of my efforts in studying His word sometimes, living a God-centred life and meditating every step of my way. sometimes i think to myself, "how is it that i can remember how people are..etc etc and not be able to think and instantly remember His characteristics?" sheesh.

how we know God will be reflected the way we live our life!:) so let's continue to spur each other on in His truth and love!:) thank you for listening:)