vibes!:)

here is a joy i would like to share! :) my dad went to the musical:) it was his first and willing one. just now while i was sitting on the beach reflecting, i thought of my family on how we have come a long way. a bitter past it was. and i thanked God for allowing me to know Him. to learn of His ways, to have good brothers and sisters to share my cares, to exercise sacrificial love and to be grateful and contented. if i didnt know Him, i would probably end up blaming the world, hate my father and self-destruct into a hooligan to derive pleasure from taking drugs.

but i cannot say that i'm 100% morphed into mr ideal after knowing Him. honestly how can one grow properly when there's no love between his parents. there's no one to look up to. no idea what a proper relationship is like. his mode of love has always been demonstration of love. actions. actions. actions. maximum thoughts into the actions. necessary words spoken. he doesnt say much in a group coz he believes that most of it is just surface. he enjoys one on one quality time..engaging in deeper conversations.

i'm sorry i give such vibes at times. i'm learning. :)

we're more than this. :) i know.