"i've to make it for 2nd service by hook or by crook...by hook or by crook." this was all i could think of. standing at the cross junction hoping for a willing cab to pick a desperate man. I needed God to sustain me. to keep me rooted. Today's sermon was a timely reminder. To be a s.o.l.d.i.e.r and a servant of God would be to love God ABOVE ALL ELSE and fight the good battle. the question was "are you willing to pay the price??" To be hated, scoffed at, berated, ignored to a point where you feel like igniting from the churning frustration built-up inside you. There is nothing you can do but to keep a level head and stand steadfast in the deluge of negative emotions.
i'll be away for 2 weeks this time. out in the wild unknown.
"Father, thank you for keeping my every stride safe so far. forgive me for relying on my own ability instead of yours at times. or a little more. for the coming 2 weeks, i'm giving myself to you wholy. unrestrained. i need you Lord. carry me once again. amen."
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