sentosa!

rain or shine we still zuah sentosa! ~haha.. but before that, we waited out patiently for the Sun to vaporise any precipitation lingering our path from vivocity to sentosa. it was chilly cold and gale winds blew from every direction through our legs causing the hairs on our legs to waver along with the flow :D i'm serious. breakfast at harbourfront centre. zihao still wanted teh bing?! retarded. i had 1 egg prata + 2 plain prata + teh tarik. teow and zihao just had to bring up the incident about how i sprained my knee. had a good laugh at the expense of my embarrassment. after breakfast, i was all warm inside. it felt lovely. we then spent approx. 2hrs zzhamming arcade. didnt know that teow is a METAL SLUG zai kiah. any secret items also can find..owned the game totally with 3 credits. on the other hand, me & zihao just kept spamming our money on MAXIMUM TUNE3 which is a racing game. we were hooked all right. then the 3 of us played "basketball" where we had to throw balls into the hoop with 4 different levels. as typical as we are, we KOPE the balls from the other machines and used them to increase our throwing frequency. 1pm. yujing came. he...haiz...."now then come!" we ate at food republic and guess what..tissue papers to chop seats?!

next stop, page one, we twirled a few rounds, laughing and talking about LAME stuff like my knee again.. then yujing had to go. rain subsided. 3pm. we pooped out the pratas and entered Sentosa with happy faces! :D cycling around sentosa, zihao just cannot make it! anyhows, we found many hidden lovely abode of sentosa. hee. after cycling, we basked at the beach. KODAK MOMENT of the DAY. a guy doing all kinds of weird actions. we laughed hard and mad.















the orange t-shirts was absolutely coincidental. freaky. :D
God ending the day with His beautiful creations of nature. :))

is this even fair?

i know who it is. you dont have to explain. forgive me. i retreat.

possibilities.

maybe i know what's going on now. the frequented glimpses of a person's ways or actions speak for itself. quite palpable as it seems. so there i am, laying back in the shadows observing. then i figured, maybe she don't want to know you. she don't even want to listen to ur life. but if given just a chance to sit down with you w/o you caring about what other people might think of us, i would converse with you. i would want to know you. i would say things like "i managed to find flower seeds! :D and here's a packet of chrysanthemum seeds for you!", "next week will be my last week at YG and i'm going to miss them...ohh...siti even made me a hand drawn card. *showing it to you - a blue rectangular cut out paper with inscriptions that say 'i want you to teach me a very day please!' then i'll tell you that siti didnt know how to spell ''every" that's why she wrote "...a very.."", "so how're you doing?" (considering i dont know much abt you these days that's what i would ask) then i'll improvise and learn abt you :D yup. if only u knew how much it meant to me just by sitting down alone with you talking and knowing you. like in the past. it'll simply make my day:)) well, till an enchanted day like this comes, i'll be accumulating the things i want to share with you. i'm your friend and i want to be there for you. :)

scatch?! :D

waiting patiently at the 852 bus-stop near my house. situation at the bus-stop: the sun was blistering hot (thankfully there's something called shelter :)), passing-by aunties carrying big and small plastic bags of vegetables and tagging chubby little kiddos and intoxicating bus fumes.

here comes the happening of the day! :D

like any typical person, there is the outstretched neck followed by the squinting of our eyes at the distant bus signage located at the forehead of the bus. much disappointment, it wasn't the bus i was hoping for. bus 178 it was (20mins lapsed at the bus stop). so i retreated back to my previous position. 178 came then something caught my eye. Mr Bus Driver was scratching HIS LEFT ARMPIT with HIS RIGHT HAND followed by a deep inhalation to determine whether it was an odour or a scent. :DDDD. my jaws dropped rockbottom. "can't he do it a tad more discreetly??" gees...i thought to myself. witnessing the entire sequel was disgusting to the max. imagine the germs on the steering wheel. max and beyond! eww! *lost my supper-tite*

anyhows, this sequel reminded me of this movie "Perfume". (the protaganist) a man borned with a sense of smell so refined and attuned to every blade of grass and fragrant flower discovers his interest in perfume. One day he learnt of the most intoxicating scent he has ever experienced -the natural fragrance of a young girl- so he devised a method that would preserve her scent for eternality but would require certain ingredients. true to his colossal ambition, he stalked and murdered women in order to acquire the necessary ingredients...the rest is up to the movie to tell :D a woman's scent sure is intriguing. at least to me. :P haha just my warped sense of lyrical romanticism.

2nd scratch came from a flying ball which no-human-reflex can block. face with a little left whisker? haha!

lovely happenings of my life God has installed. ironically funny. :D

a reborned heart. :))

i just wanna thank you Lord. :)
thank you for giving me an answer so promptly.
i live for you today. always.

paper message to God :)

"Father, it hurts. :( i've failed yet again to guard my heart above all else. i'm liable for my weakness. please forgive me God. teach me to revere you always. to seek your will and not mine. and to know that a Christian's joy is not based on circumstances of the world but on the love and truth that you died and rose again to clear the sins of man. thank you reminding me that u're still there and all i've to do is to be patient, to love and to trust. in all this i pray and ask for in Jesus'name. amen."

tears apart :..)

there i was. stood transfixed. like a deer staring into a pair of oncoming headlights. ((OO)) the sight of her brother purging every ounce of bitterness from his heart and out through his tears. a long drawn out sob, that hics and heightens into a wail then simmers back down to a moan. attached he was to his beloved sister. all i could do was to give him a firm grip on his shoulder and allowed him to relinquish his bitterness (which includes mucus and tears) unto my shirt. that was the least i could do..i guess. everything was happening soooo rapidly. or maybe i was retarding, lagging, trying to find an equilibrium for my chaotic processes of thoughts and feelings. normal people were tearing and abnormalities like myself just had to put up with a suppressed, constipated look. waving goodbyes were the hardest. i reacted anyhows. despite having yet to decifer the codes in my head. returning home on yongen's car, i begun searching deep within all the muss. first msg to the brain came up, "Rae is flying tonight!" then the next, "She's probably on the plane right now." reminiscing the past times we shared. the joyful ones and the painful ones. all through thick and thin. i teared. it was the kind of sadness that takes your knees out and off from right under you or a hit so hard on the chest that you can hardly find breath inbetween gasping and choking. create as many wonderful memories as you can, dont stop loving and forgiving coz you only have one lifetime. i'm going to miss this sister of mine. rae.

ps: CIP terminal was of such grandeur and splendor can! :D i felt like a 5year old boy running all around exploring my new house. :) never never land it was. gym. 5nap rooms. 2 international phone booths. 3osim massage chairs. minibar. 3 tv rooms. 6 toilets with shower heads. plus spa massage services which cost $250 for 45mins. :D

"Father, please carry rae in every step of the way and remind her to keep you close and ziplocked to her heart always. thank you for yet another day blessed. amen"

saga, cartel & surprise!

just came back. :) cleaning up saga seeds is a major saga. haha. after acapella, the few of us went and out of south transcept to pick saga seeds. we had to complete the bottle. then.. God dropped a plastic bag load of saga seeds with its stalks on us! woah! :D blessings. brushed. batted. minutes later, we're stuck with truck loads of saga seeds. hee. we thought...eh..."wouldn't the glass bottle be unpresentable and mouldy after some time?" we washed then realised a fact that saga seeds turn mouldy when its wet! *eye twitches* "...means we've to clean every single seed." we toast it. roasted seeds appeared. haha! then met yuehan to search for box?! took forever i wonder why... ...yup! and because it took forever, i had to confirm with jayne that they're not at cartel so i called her and have her answer my questions given probable answers with random phases. like "raffles city very expensive" meant will reach in 15 mins time. hahaha. me & yuehan turned up late still. haha thanks to the parking lots in MS. Wong ling lao shi took even longer despite her in front of us :DDD ate. photoed. photoed some more. cheesecake. pretentious goodbye to rae! then zoom past traffic jams to jayne's house. surprise! rae shocked. photo album. song made by jiayun and jayne. yuehan killing 2 birds with one stone (doing homework). weijie's birthday! zara shirt for him. tired. stoned and dining table. lenice being 'maria' serving us plain water and explaining why the tap in the kitchen is for washing kitchen floor. teleported meimei, yongen, justin and yuehan home and drooled my way to sleep. zzZ. goodnight. God is wonderful for giving me such a memorable day!

blog borned! :))

Hello bloggy! :) this is my 1st time typing my thoughts down into/onto an online diary/blog. hahah! still struggling with the terms used. but anyhows, reasons for blogging are...to save the trees!(more selfish diaries bought = more innocent trees chopped :D) plus to be understood i guess. haha! ohh wells...here are my train of thoughts :)