hi my name is enji.

hello deserted blog. haven't chatted with you for quite awhile. dont know where to start...I'll just start. it has been a week since I got back from st andrew's family camp:) He let me experience Him once again..when wlcd approached me to be a group leader for the camp, I was quite hesitant. I was unwilling to step out of my comfort zone to lead. to fuel the unwillingness, i told myself that I didn't have the confidence to lead ppl who are obviously much more knowledgeable than me in the Word and since I have only led SN1/2. It was a whole new thing for me..after a few texts between me and wlcd, I decide to go for it in good faith. God surely did spoke to me as I listened to the theme talks throughout the 3/4days...the talks were deep but mainly focus on Ephesians 4:11-13. which spoke about the roles of each identity and how we can match their functions to today's context, the vision and goals that were set by God and how we should go about working towards our goals. if there were a couple of things that I brought back from the camp, they were "never compare your weakness to other people's strength" and we, as followers of Christ, must be prepared to step up and lead when the calling calls. firstly, "never compare your weakness to other people's strength". This spoke to me. I must admit that I admire a lot of people in my life. which often put me in the backseat looking at how the admired do their gear change ever so smoothly..don't know if you know what I mean..haha..(if you know, you know, if you don't know, means you don't know.......enji's higher level of thinking....hahah) but I learnt this time that I definitely did not pull off this role as a group leader for the camp by myself..it was DEFINITELY GOD'S HANDS at work. I didn't have the slightly thought of worrying whether I would perform or not...I was at peace with Him. yup...that's Him.

another thing I am ever most grateful and thankful for were my semester 2 results:) if you have talked to me over the past 5 months all the way till the end of my last paper, you would have a good sensing of my worries and cares. honestly, i was ready to bring forward 2modules which would probably have me stay back 1 more semester..I was devastated almost after every paper..especially so when I see cheery faces after the paper. Praise be to God truly, He showed me His grace as He revealed my results through my sister's lips..."you passes everything...ALL Bs." I levitated.

to be continued...I hope.:) with a hope of a brighter tomorrow.