i'll start with Him and end this phase with Him:)

dear Lord, this is it! i'm finally starting school today!:):) thank you for this opportunity for me to study! thank you even more for reminding me how importantly it is to see the goodness in every situation and to give thanks for:) Father, in this new studying phase i'm in, i pray that i may have the courage to take the the step of faith in you when a situation arises, to be a living salt and light to my surroundings, to be place my emphasis on you and not falter upon setbacks:) in this semester, this new start i commit to you. in Your Most Precious Name, amen.

Let Him be The Source of Our Foundation:)

my best friend:( gone.

YUEHANNNN!!! YUEHANNN!!!:( i'm actually quite sad now..the thought of not seeing my best friend for the next 5 months is just...just unbearable!!:( no more random hanging outs! and the communication level has just UP one more level now. like have to set a certain timing to skype or msn:S it is just not as freely now:( my heart just broke (not being overly-emotional) when we saw him off at the airport terminal 1..it's like removing a chunk of your pillar of support. i sincerely hopes he will be safe during his stay there and especially travelling europe:) dont like anyhow flash his EOS 7D and MacBook Pro around then kanna kope..choi! choi! yea..knowing him, i pray that he'll be safe, take good care of his belongings, have a fresh perspective of God's creation from the other side, be a living testimony to his other 2 friends that are going too (junyi is one of them ->super funny guy), build their friendship, and to control his finances;) haha. "yea..he'll be fine. yea..he'll be fine. yea..he'll be fine. coming back soon..yea..soon..he'll be fine" whispers to myself :P *emos one dark corner*

i need a hug:(

opened hearts:)

woke up later than usual today:D 10am. thank you for breaking a record with me:D i think it'll be difficult to recreate such a record anytime in the near future:P hee. i am typing here because i believe when characteristics are recognised, an identity will become clearer. and realising, is something to thank God for.

thank you for not hiding from your true self. being yourself:)
thank you for having the courage to ask and seek the truth in love. creating an avenue for open communication:)
thank you for always always never taking things/situations for granted:) and being so accommodative:)
thank you for being a spiritual buddy, willing to pray for me:)
thank you for being patient to hear me out. even when it's just trivial stuff and mostly nonsense.
thank you for lending a "pei-ing" hand even when you're tied down with things.

i believe this list will continue to fill up as time goes. thus i pray for God, in His time, to reveal more and more to me..and in His name, (His will and His thought) i commit this continual building and exercising of His love and teachings into each other's lives:) amen.

this is it:) i'm reborned.

in this new phase, i'm going heads on with Him. i pray that i will not leave Him or forsake Him. never to, in dire circumstances, doubt His plans for me. this is it:)

ntuccf camp :)

gone i am into the far eastern side of PORE where i will soak myself well into the great unknown of strangers, strangely likely to be christians. mingling and growing spiritually in His words:)

take care
p.s: welcomes gff back to sunny island!:D

O.R.D!:)

O.R.D LOH!:):) officially. thanks be to God for sustaining me to the very end!:) although there's much hype about being out of the system, it just feels weird to not have to go back. i'm so used to having something to attend to..but now, i feel lost. bluntly speaking. not knowing how to carry on this day forth:P now i've to move on into civilian life then into student life in a span of 22days:S hahah! have no idea how i'm going to get my act together so quickly..definitely need God to settle me in:)

prayer requests: do pray that i will make use of this period of rest wisely. i've created a list of do items and top of the list is to clean and pack my room. also pray for God to give me lots of wisdom to handle situations.

need to remove the misunderstanding leaves and continue to nourish with love!:)

song to share: a prayer :)

i pray that i may be able to hold firmly to this wonderful prayer of st. francis:) enjoy this song.

it was Festival Of Praise (FOP) on friday. :):) almost had to "fly aeroplane" for this..thankfully i'm out of this system in a few days time:):) *shrieks for joy* haha. many many thanks to gff for companying me down to the event:) YAY! i told you the event is going to be a good experience!:) my past experiences were "FOP is a must GO!, time to Let Go, Let God!" and indeed it allowed me to experience His presence descending upon me:) planet shakers and don moen came down to lead in the praise and worship:) DON MOEN LEH! i favourite him:) i felt that the sermon was a good reminder on the need to forgive and love the people around me. and also to be courageous enough to take little steps of faith in His works! yupyup:) got myself hillsong live "a beautiful exchange album" and don moen's latest "i believe there's more" (which i'm quite sure i bought it before:S) the session ended pretty late..2230hrs...people were streaming out even before the speaker could finish conveying. this act triggered a thought. "weighing between what mattered more, was beating the massive number of people going back home later on more important than actually receiving what God is saying through the speaker?" besides, all of us ended up going for supper:D:D so i guess 5mins more wouldnt really make an epic change.. good call by gff for deciding to stay. i stayed too:) thought it was rude and the message was abit of an answer i needed:) thanks be to God!

On Saturday was meimei's concert!:):) love notes 2. aiseh! solo leh! i thought the venue had good acoustics and the turn up was more than the previous! but but the highlight was mei! she was OUT OF THIS WORLD! she sang this japanese song which linguistically speaking, is rather difficult..and i thought that she, in that black satin dress, looked elegant and immensely dazzling. my favourite song was "prayer of st. francis" wonderfully sang.

prayer requests! please pray for good time management over these few days whereby i'm on leave:) pray that i can spend time reading His word and be vigilant about falling away.

p.s: thanks for sharing ur life-changing weekend!:) God, certainly in His time, let people see His beauty:) and also can continue to build each other up in Him!:)