double-chinned smile:))

这个严重。。i was feeling somewhat sad as you can see from my previous entry. its extraordinary how just by a 1 sec glance from her would change everything. maybe its just my plain stupidity..but i didnt feel at all sad anymore. instead i felt a deep sense of blissfulness. :D kidding. erm..a little. but more to 'i sense your presence' and 'i'm thinking of you' for that moment. haha. (readers, i know you'll probably think that its all my wishful thinking but that was really what i felt:P) i guess i'm still holding onto the 诺言 we made. that's to entrust this friendship to God and if He permits, we'll find each other in His time. :) *itunes playing corrinne may's 'everything in its time'* how timely. so yah..i'll continue to let this friendship grow. although a little 慢 and 长 and 远 but i trust that God will shine His light for my feet to walk in the direction most favourable to Him. :)

i like her:) certainly.

p.s: pray for my 3days outfield this week. for safety and strength. to keep reading His word and obedience to His teachings.

ketchup.

ketchup oozing out of a broken heart.
would carl's jr freeflow be the correct dialysis?

thoughts illustrated:):)

hello!:) sunday is today and today is small group activity!:):) haha! well.. as usual we cook up a fabulous an hour and a half of exciting get to know each other games! moomoo turned intro turned whacko. :D wells, interesting batch of students being talkative and mama-drama thru out the games. i was surprised! thomas. he spoke up in front of everyone!:):) and i give thanks to God for that! beginning of a change. wonderful! later, prep for vocalist at 2nd service:) many of the songs were new to the congregation. we sang and worshipped Him:) ahh~ peace and serenity. after the service, zoomed out of church to have a quick lunch with my army mates at Astons signature, Suntec?!?!?! suntec back to city hall= 18mins of double quick pace/fast walk. i couldnt miss the Caring Seminar. :):) the seminar is broken down into 6 parts. today's was an introduction to Christian Caring. "what does caring really means?", "what are the 3 levels of operation in caring ministry?", "looking at the 10 layers of self-protection"..etc.

"And let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love and good deeds. Let us not give up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but let us encourage one another and all the more as you see the Day approaching."
hebrews10:24-25


its heartwarming to know that somebody cares for you:)



*mei and me*


who is willing to understand and accept who you are:)



*singing karaoke out in the sea*


even when everybody is fighting their own war



*AK47 and me*


this love and care just keeps you smiling even in the darkest moments!


*tunneling*

i care. do u?:)

everything in its time:)

what a weekend!:) even though i come home to a worned out body, the moment i step into church, i feeeeeeeeel rejuvenated! like refresh, eating fresh subway! hahaha. wells, i strongly believe its God's strength sustaining me. caught up with meimei:) although it wasnt long but i'm glad she's keeping her spiritual life alive! YAY!:):) i ought to learn more. later in the afternoon, i went for team B practice!:D lalalaalalalaalalalalaalala. sing. sang. sung. its really sanctifies me to sing for Him. yup! following that had a quick and healthy yong tau foo dinner and flashed to jiduxiaoxingxing. even though i wasnt much help there..coz i'm like the piano korkor there everytime there's jiduxiaoxingxing. hahah!:D:D but there was TIMMY!!! aka YANGYANG! i love him! he's always cheery and imaginative. i enjoy being sometimes the Dark Lord, Darth Vader, Smeagol asking for the crystal and sometimes a camping buddy. hahah! and hey! dont underestimate this kiddo. he can speak perfect english. only the occasional hyper activity that confuses his train of thoughts. :D

this week will be yet another. my prayer requests. to continue to care for the brothers and sisters around me, to hold onto His word firmly, have the patience to wait for His answer and give myself a chance to grow. :) thank you for reading thus far. if you've a prayer request you would like someone to pray for, just tag it or text me or call me!:) i'm most willing to extend my care and love for you!;)

i'll care for you. that's a promise:)

sundayyy!:)

the sermon for today, "wo suo3 xi3 yue1 de". essentially, God loves us still despite our disregarding/disobedient behaviour but also means that He dislikes the wrong behaviour. sermon also included the part about how one who thinks only for himself is less so than one who exercises a thought for others. *bad translation from chinese* thoughts suddenly lit up. suddenly it brought upon me that yes! i know that love is unconditional but i also know that it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable and well, strangely easy to be mistaken for loathing. no gifts, no demonstrations of devotion. nothing but knowing the other loves you. just the other's heart in exchange for yours. :) i know i've given and taken my heart to and from God many times. now! i want to present my heart wholeheartedly to Him. :):) thank you Lord for loving me!:)

"I often feel like i'm two steps behind
Somebody must have moved that finish line
There are a thousand reasons
Why I should give up
but i'm stubborn in the things i believe

The river runs and the river hides
Out to the ocean and under the sky
I promise you, the answer will come
Hold onto patience and watch for the sign

coz maybe there's another plan
One i still can't see
A little surprise, like your love in my life
Funny how time changes how see"

Everything in its time - Corrinne May

team B 090110!:)

i just like singing to God:) giving my best to Him. not exactly the best of harmonising that will blow the minds of people. just my frank, sincere and humble vocals:) i enjoy the practices! its been my second so far..and i want longer team practices! :P sadly i noticed, its always swift and tidy. sorting and arranging the sequence of flow within the stipulated 120mins. :D excitingly fast and furious. haha! tomorrow 2 of my army dudes will be coming to my church. one of which isnt a christian but is willing to listen to religious viewpoints. other is abit of a backslider. i pray that God will reveal His Goodness to them, trigger their deepest most thoughts and invite them back home once again. :) thank you for catching up a little. though i really wish someday we can take a long gentle stroll and just chat or sit down and chat over a cup of espresso? haha:) i guess not. didnt expect her to talk about the present. thought that she thought it was inappropriate or disapproving for a present. maybe even frustrated at the many layers of wrapping and the bubble wrap:P i quite liked the bubble wrap though. but but i really thought about it really thoroughly before deciding on it... coz she said she didnt cut her hair there the entire year and she seems to like curls and somemore i feel sad everytime the coldness of winter kicks in. thus warmth + hair + curls = _______. if not i wld have gotten the thing whereby you shake then will produce warmth to the fingers. (for pianists to use) :D yahh..but how to explain. :S ohh wells.

i thank God for life's simple happenings and pleasures:)

the prodigal son!:)

a song to share!:) enjoy.

020110:)

3...2...1! i threw my lightstick.. not realising that i totally missed the countdown:D hahah! apparently, i believe, many did too. happy to see many faces around this year:) one would be nathalie. why her? coz i've seen her grow from beginning of sec1 to sec2. and she changed:) from shy, closed and irritating to jolly, interactive and very much less irritating:D plus her dad usually curfew her. then now can stay overnight?! quite happening ah! another was grace. the flutist-to-be. she knows my bro somehow. and first thing she said to me was "are you hosea's brother? coz you two look alike" i was surprised at how open she was to the youth ministry. although quiet but enjoys our fellowship. interesting person. anyhows, i thought it was a terrific start to kick off the new year with a mini service:):) it really sets the mood for the year! and a perfect reminder for me to remain focus and diligent in the understanding and retaining of His word. later in that morning, we all went to macs (bras basah) to brunch with yuanguang's mom's treat!:) then cabbed home w sis. K.O upon touching down my room and woke up to douhuayoutiao's 3pm gathering. haha! victor measured me to be the most chui looking after the countdown. thanks. then ate dinner and supper.. kenna conned by yeti and guantee. @#&$^#!!.

this is 2010! :)) today was my first team practice! team B i am! :D i like singing! :):) many thanks to weijie who patiently guided me. i'm all psyched up to praise Him and LIVE ONLY FOR HIM!:D thank you Lord for giving me yet another opportunity to love you and care for the brothers and sisters around me!:) i place you Lord above all else and i will focus only on what's important to you.

the start of something good. :) to be more like Him.