blessed chinese new year! :)

happy chinese new year :D

a little heart to share :)

everyone needs some form of recognition, to be accepted, to be regarded and to be loved. lately, i learnt abit of myself. i'm not the competitive sort of person. not in studies. not in sports. and especially not in relationships which involve many parties. i simply just do my best on my part and let nature takes its course. its my style i guess. The laid-back approach to things. but there's more. i do make deliberate decisions to take a step back and think. and lay low. :) not exactly the best solution to things but it gives enough breathing time for everyone. hopefully it doesnt withers. :)

end of my high keys :))

never really had 2 field camps back to back. now i have a hindsight to give me a foresight of what a future commander should be :D to "tahan" and put up a strong facet in front of your men. hide all (yes! ALL) your fatigue, abrasion, here pain there pain, cuts, bruises and bites. haha. to take up this role as a leader! thank God it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. except for the shagness. 3-3.5hrs sleep a day with jam-packed activities. ohh activities...i did navigation! i enjoyed walking with my team non-stop finding the unknown checkpoints. we pretended. we laughed. we got trapped. we sneaked. never have i had so much joy playing "treasure hunting". hee. i'm glad God has kept me safe all this while.

*lost 3kg :( not good.

my test of obedience :)

YAY! :D thank God i've managed to clinch a silver for my IPPT test! 23/25points :) 11.05mins... i must also credit my achievement to my buddies who ran with me and kept telling me, "lunch is 100metres away! go Go GO!!". they knew that food has always been my alternate source of motivation inside. 100metres later, they said, "paiseh! its another 100metres!" hahaha.. i vomitted after the run. and still managed to chomb 3 bowls of rice :D buddies..

next 2 weeks will be the highest key weeks. confronting the jungle. no shower, no bed, no macdonalds or char siew pao, no phone to call back..just me, my buddies and our 30kg fieldbags. :D

"Father, take me through another week of my life inside. next week is going to be hard and i'm holding firmly onto you! please sustain me and protect me from any harm. Father, there are also matters in my mind which are beyond my control and i would like to leave it all unto your mighty hands! amen"

ïf you're happy and you know it clap your hands" ;)

happy new year! zeronine! :D

singing songs of praise after the countdown was just the appropriate start to 2009! what more with the my fellow church pals! :D managed to keep myself awake for approximately 23.5hours then knocked out within 30secs..anyhows, these moments shared are priceless :) the occasionally snoring from some people, people pouring out their cares, people being a listening ear, people reflecting and determined to live a more God-driven life..etc.

for me, for a start, i'm going to learn to be a 'how' person! instead of deriving the 'whys' in my head..to develop constructive and effective solutions to problems. but of course with God's providence over my life! :)

let march in the line of the Lord! :D
two thousand and nine, here i come.